Not alone in brokenness…

“It’s just been really tough.”

I couldn’t believe the words that were coming out of her mouth.

“I’ve really been struggling with that,” someone else told me the next day.

I nearly fell out of my seat.

I have this tendency to think that everyone around me is perfectly happy. I see their positive Facebook posts, the smiles on their faces each day at school, and I assume that they’ve adjusted to Africa with ease. I then tell myself that I am a lesser person because I am not adjusting as well.

There’s another lie I often tell myself about other people, especially other Christians- that their lives have been magically perfect. That they’ve never made a mistake. That their families have no problems. That their lives have always been easy.

But I’m learning, the more I get to know my co-workers and become friends with them, that we’re all struggling in our own ways. We each have a story to tell. In some way, we are each broken.

Everyone on this planet is broken, but only some of us have discovered the glue that keeps us from completely falling apart when things get tough: God’s love and grace.

It’s comforting to know that many of my co-workers who, like me, are living in Africa for the first time and are feeling somewhat “broken.” And honestly, it’s a beautiful thing. If we didn’t feel broken, what need would there be for God? If we aren’t broken, we don’t need God to hold us together.

I’m learning to be content with being broken. I know I am only broken in a sense of this world, and that God is the one who makes me complete. I also know that no matter what the Facebook updates show, other people are broken as well, and with God leading our lives, we’ll get through this transition together.

“I am forgotten as though I were dead;
I have become like broken pottery.”

Psalm 31:12

“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”

Psalm 34:18

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4 thoughts on “Not alone in brokenness…

  1. Lend on Jesus and hold fast to your faith. Jesus Christ is your strength and mighty fortress…..you’re never alone for Christ sticks closer than a friend…..

    God bless

  2. while i was there, my pastor emailed me and said, “stay calm, stay focused, figure out what Jesus is teaching you…and know that sometimes we learn quickly, sometimes we learn slowly…but you can trust the Teacher…”

    hopefully those words will be helpful for you as well. Also, you should listen to Brokenness Aside by All Sons and Daughters… SO good. it talks about how God takes our brokenness and makes it beautiful.

  3. “I’m learning to be content with being broken …” I love that. It is crazy how the devil uses the same lie on so many of us … all thinking the same thing about each other!

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